Crazy day

I started the new little baby today. Chloe. She is adorable. so now I have 2 little babies, and Aiden who is about 5 kids rolled into one, and I am not kidding. today was a busy day, I tend to get stir crazy having no one to talk to all day. I like my computer. I can chat once in a while with some friends or do my blog. which I am sure I will now be able to do alot more of since I can't do much but sit around and watch babies. No more getting laundry done.. or cleaning out cupboards. unless I am having an awesome day with the baby girls. today was tough. tomorrow is me and Erica's big date we will go away to camp Onomia and spend time together. I am excited in a way, but then again I can't stop thinking about the stuff that needs to get done at home. Why is that? I am so tired of putting cleaning and list of things that need to get done infront of more important things.. yet I don't know how to let go of it. if I get behind then what? it's crazy! I have been told by someone this week that I am a perfectionist... I never feel I accomplish much becasue I always have more I want to accomplish. yet, how can I be a perfectionist... wouldn't I do every thing perfect? as far as I can tell, I am anything but... I try but the harder I try the more i see how far behing I am. Any who... I am watching little house on the prarie right now! I love it. I have my kids hooked now too. well, I suppose I have to get daycare kids ready for parents and then make pizza for dinner, then pack up for tomorrow...
that's all I have for now..