Blah

Yeah, that's right! Blah... that's what I feel like... so I am gonna write. Today I am watching 4 kids under the age of 3. It's not hard... I guess I am just bored... can't really do anything with them, and I can't just put them all in a carrier and carry them around thru out the house.. so I can do some things that need to be done around here... or maybe if I could I wouldn't want to anyway? NOt feeling to good.. got the cold... any case, here we are in my living room for approx. 11 hours a day. Erica comes back tonight, maybe that is why I have been blah? she has been gone since monday morning 5:45 a.m. she went to WolfRidge, I can't wait until she gets back to I can here all about it. thankfully she has tomorrow off so that we can catch up. she broke down and called me tuesday late afternoon... I didn't care, I was just so happy to hear from her. Life is not the same without her... Hey maybe I am blah because I haven't had my coffee the way I like it with my Coffee Matte French Vanilla Fat Free for 2 days now... I have been drinking it with a little milk and splenda. I don't like it. but that cream is so expensive. and I know I use way to much.
well, One great thing that has been going on in my life is I have a awesome great group of friends... They are funny, passionate, loving, bold... I don't know what I am gonna do when the yada yada book series is over. Every day at bed time I can't wait to hook up and see what those girls have been up to.
This weekend is a busy one. Nicholas has hockey Friday night, Sat. morning at 6:30 A.M.!! and sunday. Erica starts the basket ball tournament tomorrow night at 6:00 and thru sat. Michlyn has her dance recital, sat. early evening.
I have laundry up the ying yang, which I will have more tonight after Erica gets home but thank you lord we have clothes to wear... a washing mashine to wash them with, a roof over our heads, health, family, a beautiful lot of land, food in our fridge, a job, all our activities we have our kids in, I could go on and on and on... so why am I blah! I have no right! I know, maybe becasue I am so tired.. this cold is wearing on me... up all night hacking up goobers, but thank you Lord for my bed, and comforter and sheets and all my kids in my bed, and thank you for the lungs you have given me, and life... so right now I am gonna go cook some dinner for a daycare family that the husband just had surgery, do I feel like it? No, but I am going to, becasue it makes me feel good to see when I hand the pot of food over to the lady, how thankful she will be. So thank you Lord for the pots and pans I cook with, and the gas that I cook with and the food I have enough to share, and a heart to want to do something nice for someone even though I really don't feel like it, and even though no one does anything like that for me! But thank you Lord for helping me to not be bitter about that, thank you for not having me have circumstances that I would need someone to do something like that for me...
O.k. I better go.
peace.