Had a interview for infant care a couple days' ago, looks like they will go with me, just waiting on getting the call of when they will be here to pick up the papers and a start date... that's good news. Nicholas has one last tourney this Thursday and Sat.

Yesterday I spent the entire morning cleaning up the house, I have each room in some what order... would love to go thru my room with a fine tooth comb but I will save it for another time. when I have lot's of time! After that I took the older two to YMCA Now Nicholas is able to go swimming whenever he wishes... doesn't need me to supervise! which is awesome. the kids went swimming and I worked out for about 45 min. Came home and Rick made dinner... yummy porkchops.. thank you Rick.

I am deciding if I want to go to the Y again tonight, but I must be home in time for my all time favorite show 24. although you could go to the Y and work out while watching t.v.! the smartest invention made! can't make any excuses I guess... But I have one... Tonight is 2 hour special, during commercial that is when I clean up my house and get it ready for the next day... so I am debating on if I should go right after work! or skip... the next time I could go is Wednesday... something always seems to pop up or be more important, I guess if your not committed you could come up with an excuse every single day... just gotta make it work, and make your self do it... or stop complaing about how fat ya are! right?!

I am kinda excited for tonight, I have a new stradagy on how I will get my kids to bed! Anyone that knows me knows that bed time has been an issue from the day we had Erica. My kids don't like to go to bed, my kids are scared to sleep in their own rooms.. if we had it their way we all would be sleeping in my little queen size bed, which isn't working anymore! Instead of each night trying to get them to sleep in their own beds, I am going to put Brooke with Erica, and Mike with Nick. that should take care of the crying cuz their scared! I know that will bring on a whole lot of other things like, she won't stop talking, she is smashing me, he is breathing on me... he won't get on his side of the bed... but they all will be down stairs! and I will be up... and if anyone gets out of bed, I will pull out the soap bar... Now how does that sound? mean?!?? I suppose... but ooh well, that's the way it has to be....

Since two weeks ago I have lost 9 lbs. I haven't been trying real hard, I have worked out a couple times, and tried to be more aware of what I am eating... just not OVER doing like I intentionally do all the time... still have been having my treats... just not overboard... I know I won't be able to do this every night... but I will enjoy it right now since I can still lose by making very little sacrifice... wish it could be that easy always. I have been in a self pity mood lately, and feel food is my only friend that makes me happy... of course I know these are all lies.. eventually I think I will figure life out... takes some longer then others right?

O.k. gonna go do some laundry, and then paint with 4 little kids... sound fun?